He Takes Care!!!
Ever since I was a child, I always felt unwanted. This made me feel that I was unworthy of anyone’s effort, attention or affection.
The only people I took comfort to were my grandmother, mother and uncle.
First to go was my grandmother and I blamed God for taking her away and further refused to practise my faith, but yet, He always found a way to bring me back.
7 years later, He took my mum and yet, He didn’t let me walk away. He sent friends and activities my way to keep me in place.
Another 7 years later, my uncle passes away and by then I can’t run anywhere anymore because He has ensure that I stay.
In all those years, I tried to stay away from Him because of that unworthiness, He still always took care of me and brought me back in His own way. I always felt that I wasn’t good enough to be His child but He always made sure that I know that I am His precious daughter.
Many a times I fell, many a times I lost my way and still many things went through and I know it’s all His blessings and plans for my life.
He has bestowed on me a great career, wonderful faith-journey mates, awesome friends and a beautiful relationship with my family.
No one ever told me how great this care and love would feel and now that I know it, I want to shout out that He saved me from destroying myself and continues to hold and guide me in this journey of life.Ever since I was a child, I always felt unwanted. This made me feel that I was unworthy of anyone’s effort, attention or affection.