BROKENNESS

When someone I trusted betrayed me few years back, I was left with a very shattered heart. At that spur moment, it felt as if life was without any hope as it were. There were lots of fears, shame and pain within me.

I had so many questions in my mind and one of them was, "Lord Jesus, how could this happen to me? What have I done to deserve this? Why me, Lord?"

I just wanted to hide. The feelings were unbearable and all I wanted was for the excruciating pain in my heart to go away. I cried out to Jesus, "Please take away the pain, Lord. Please heal me, Lord. Please make me whole again."

COMPLETE HEALING

And He did... He sent many people into my life; to help me to face things, to learn to forgive and be set free. I was open to listen because I desperately wanted to be healed. I never felt so desperate before in my life.

The Lord kept His Word. He made me whole again. In fact, with hindsight, I am in a much better place now. As it is said in Romans 8:28, "And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love Him, who have been called according to His purpose." This scripture comforts me lots. *smile*

As for my heart, I experienced Jesus loving touch and He gave me a brand new, soft and fluffy heart! I was jumping with much joy!

MUCH JOY & MUCH HOPE

And, I never thought I would be able to say this; but I am no longer afraid to trust and love again, because Jesus is there for me.

He has given me much Joy and Hope! So much so that I want to share that with everyone who wants to know! Though i still have lots of challenges in my life, the difference now is that I am able to face them with His Strength, Joy, Love & Peace. The fun part of it is that I am enjoying life as it is and aiming to live life to the fullness in Jesus!